Hurts, it hurts. But I learned to keep all this pain for me, so knowing that nobody will evenhelp me, or rather, no one will even care. And slowly, my smile fades away, someoneelse who said you know? no, do not realize. I've always been very caring with people, it is ... this is my biggest problem, to care too much. Go by seconds, minutes, hours, days... and I'm getting used to your absence this, and believe me, it's not easy to get used tono one that you wanted it to be present.